I love you so so so so much.

I think about you everyday.

Does that count? Please tell me it does.

They have free counselling sessions at health services. I signed up for some today. Im really good at playing it cool when im awake, but you come in my dreams, every single day. I wake up, cold sweat, tears streaming down my face, every single day. I mourn you, I hate you, I pity you- every single day.

I love you so so so so much.