Teray liye saarey gham hain sahey.
Ive been there for you, more than you, more than you want to admit to. And I havn't complained, or thought twice about it, primarily because your joy is my joy and nothing makes me happier than seeing you settled and content. It was a one way relationship, the one being taken care of and the one caring, but I always thought that it was a situational matter, you needed me at that moment in time, I on the other hand was pretty stable and stationary.
Ive been drifting for months now, and Ive reached out- once, twice, too many times to count now. And its hit me, now, at 2-45 in the afternoon while im lying in bed after the most exhausting day that isnt even over yet, that it wasnt situational, it was eternally a one way thing, and thats- not okay.
Bottom line- Im done. It was nice knowing you. Take care of yourself because im not willing to do it anymore.
Ive been there for you, more than you, more than you want to admit to. And I havn't complained, or thought twice about it, primarily because your joy is my joy and nothing makes me happier than seeing you settled and content. It was a one way relationship, the one being taken care of and the one caring, but I always thought that it was a situational matter, you needed me at that moment in time, I on the other hand was pretty stable and stationary.
Ive been drifting for months now, and Ive reached out- once, twice, too many times to count now. And its hit me, now, at 2-45 in the afternoon while im lying in bed after the most exhausting day that isnt even over yet, that it wasnt situational, it was eternally a one way thing, and thats- not okay.
Bottom line- Im done. It was nice knowing you. Take care of yourself because im not willing to do it anymore.
posted by discopapaya at 12:41 PM
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